Wednesday, February 10, 2021
There's not a day that goes by that I don't miss you my love. You showed me what real, true, pure and unadulterated love is, and your love I carry with me. You were called home way too early and I wish there was more that I could've done. I wish it was me and not you. I love you so much my Care Bear. We fought the fight together and damn baby did you have a fighting spirit and you never gave up. You always laughed at the doctor's and said, " I'm not leaving any time soon, honey don't listen your Bear is not going anywhere any time soon. Let's go home."..... I wished this time we were going back home together. Your the love of my life and nobody will ever be able to take your place, ever. When your fight over and your body out of pain, you took my heart with you. You opened my eye's to the world around me, and even asked my mother for permission to date me. I still smile about that one, because she said that she was shocked and haven't heard that since my sister was younger. You showed me that it was okay for me to be me and not care about what people said about me, and to keep it moving and leave them behind, and to not let them rent space in my head. I wish I could still be that strong person I was back then. I just hope that you're proud of me. You showed me that love does not have to hurt, and I knew that I was safe with you and that you would never hurt me. You saved my life and gave me the gift of what life really is, and everything that comes with it. Every person you came into contact with, you left a piece if yourself within them, and your memory lives on forever. You're a legend and nobody will ever forget you. Those whom we knew, who now have kid's, they tell their kid's about you. It puts a smile on my face that this generation knows who you were. I will always keep your memory alive, and I'm eternally blessed to have had the time that we had together, and to be your wife. I love you for all eternity always and forever my real life Care Bear.
