Friday, November 24, 2017
missing you mommy so i thought i would just share how i feel today ..i feel like i always knew i loved you more then life itself but i think i learned that you dont actually feel love until the one you love is gone....like gone forever..cant call you,hug you,argue with you ,have you be mad at me ,laugh,hurt,fear struggle,succeed,cook,clean,admire,get let down,make mistakes,forgive ,tell u i am sorry,have a second chance to do everything different EVER AGAIN!!! and i am heart broken lost and cant find a way to get it right ..i know what to do but i dont know how to do it!!! if i could rewind the hands of time i would replce your body with mine and go through all the pain you did just so you wouldnt have to.you woke up everyday not thinking you meant anyting to anyone...and look at me now i cant go on without you..I LOVE YOU ...Shine bright you amazing angel
